Building a life after the Holocaust

Paula Burger

Paula Burger

In Chicago, 15-year-old Paula is accepted into high school but decides to enroll in eighth grade in order to improve her English skills first. The next year, she attends high school at the Chicago Jewish Academy. Paula describes herself as “adaptable;” she makes friends easily, is very popular, and is even voted “most likely to succeed.”

"What was that like? They let me — because I had started a little bit late, they had let me take English 1, 2, 3, 4 in the same semesters. I had gotten credit for all math because I had already gotten to trigonometry and at that time high school only had geometry. I got a lot of credit for Hebrew, because I had studied a lot of Hebrew and I was taking French. I didn’t finish high school; I got married."

USC Shoah Foundation Visual History Archive, Interview 10913

At 17 years old, Paula falls in love with David Zapiler, who survived the Holocaust with his family in Siberia. She leaves high school in order to marry David in November 1951, and over the next nine years, they have three children together: David, Frida, and Susan.

In 1965, Wolf Koladicki suffers a stroke that leaves him unable to speak. Paula visits him often and the bond that has held them together through the years never weakens. Wolf passes away in 1975.

In 1967, Paula and David move their family to Denver, in hopes of making a fresh start. Their marriage ends in divorce, but Paula stays in Denver with her children. She has a career in real estate and later as a nursing home administrator. In 1981, she marries Samuel Burger and welcomes his two children into her family.

Paula also begins to paint, something she has dreamed of doing for a very long time. Her art becomes her source of strength, allowing her to confront her memories and process the trauma she experienced during the Holocaust. Today, one of her paintings is on display in the Colorado State Capitol building.
Paula presenting her painting of the Colorado State Capitol to Governor Romer in 1993. This painting now hangs in the Capitol in Denver.

Paula presenting her painting of the Colorado State Capitol to Governor Romer in 1993. This painting now hangs in the Capitol in Denver.

USC Shoah Foundation Visual History Archive, Interview 10913.

Excerpt from Paula’s Window

For as long as I can remember, and wherever the Holocaust has taken me, colors riveted my attention. The artistic urge has many sources: memory, observation, imagination, and impulse. I first touched the subtlety of color – gradating shades of pure white snow, gray-blue sky, and brown winter grass – in the Naliboki. During quieter moments, when I wasn’t fleeing from one place to the next, nature revealed its delicate palette.

Although it takes her many years to be able to talk about her experiences, it is Paula’s firm conviction that the only way to make sense of her survival is for her to tell the story. As a member of the Holocaust Awareness Institute’s Survivor Speakers Bureau she speaks to countless school classes and audiences along the Front Range. She shares her story and her memories in a 2014 book written together with Andrea Jacobs, Paula’s Window: Papa, the Bielski Partisans and A Life Unexpected.

As an adult, Paula Burger became an artist and was a passionate student of Judaism. These commitments merged in her paintings, many of which feature a menorah, a symbol of Jewish peoplehood and light amidst darkness. Her younger brother, Isaac, became a cantor. Paula passed away in Denver in 2019, leaving behind a legacy of love, strength, and determination.

Paula Burger's 2014 memoir, written with Andrea Jacobs, Paula's Window: Papa, the Bielski Partisans, and A Life Unexpected. A Holocaust Memoir.

Paula Burger, Blocks of Life

Paula Burger, Blocks of Life

Holocaust Awareness Institute, University of Denver

Excerpt from Paula’s Window

Art cast its spell on me when I was a frightened child. Now I’m all grown up and then some. I adore my life, my husband, children, grandchildren, and friends. But I want to be honest. Without art I’d feel dead, buried beneath an immense void.

Imagine a woman who has a powerful passion inside her but cannot tell anyone. She’s mute. Then finally, incredibly, she has a voice. It’s like Papa singing with Isaac after a stroke destroyed his speech.

This is what art means to me. It helps me transcend the loss. I don’t forget the shadows. They are always here. When I pick up a brush, I honor them – with light.

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